hey all long long long time no talk to or write to bu well lets see happy new year and ya umm celebrated a birthday whooot whoot and ya idonno wut it is but something is just callin out the poet in me and ya i kno its alil sloppy and incorrect but hey when are they not and ya

Siance the first day that I met u I wanted to be the guy who came and swept u off ur feet

I wanted to be the guy who would not play games

I wanted to be the guy who would always be there for u

But now I can’t all because I was bein stupid and selfish and I shouldn’t have tried to play that It hurts more then ever now, I now realize that I could have looked over all of it, I could have looked over the fact that we went to two different skools I could have looked over the fact that all my past LD relationships didn’t work b/c the past is past I could have looked over the fact that ur family didn’t like me I could have look over the fact that ur friends probubly didn’t like me and I would have bee fine with that as long as I was goin to be with you I was hopin I could look forward to more cheesy depersing movies and more stupid arguments about silly none sense I was looking forward to usein the fact that u hate candy to go out and buy it for u only to sike u out with it with a much better present I was looking forward to givin u those 12 dozin roses I wanted to be the guy who blew half of his money just so ur valentines day would be special

darn you yada got to it before i did well ya thank you Mariko for puttin this out there yall should listen to it cause it is hott!!!laters my none haters and i'm out

Currently Listening The Rising Tied By Fort Minor 13. Kenji see related Fort Minor album ("The Rising Tied") drops on November 22nd.. Get it. Preview the album here.. and please please please please PLEASE listen to track 13.  It's about World War II, Executive Order 9066, and Japanese Americans being placed in internment camps.. Super duper props to Mike Shinoda for making that song.

well its pretty early in the morrn and ya i ain't got nothing to do for like another 4 hours grrr well ya

hey all kinda forgot i had this thingy well ya i donno this song kinda got me thinkin bout this speacial someone

Edwin McCain - I'll Be Lyrics

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful

Stop me and steal my breath

Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky

Never revealing their depth

Tell me that we belong together

Dress it up with the trappings of love

I'll be captivated

I'll hang from your lips

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

Chorus:

I'll be your crying shoulder

I'll be love suicide

I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof

As we lie awake in my bed

You're my survival, you're my living proof

My love is alive not dead

Tell me that we belong together

Dress it up with the trappings of love

I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips

Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

Repeat Chorus:

I'll be your crying shoulder

I'll be love suicide

I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the

dead

I’ve Tuned in, I’ve turned on, Remembered the things that you said

 Repeat Chorus:

I'll be your crying shoulder

I'll be love suicide

I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life

well yeah laters my none haters and i'm out

hey ppl well yeah again its been some time saince i've been here and yeah well camp is like tomorrow whaaaa and yeah well yesterday went and saw weddin crashers funny movie well ya i'll update later